Monday, March 29, 2004
My body is a wonderland.
Its official. I'm one sick bitch. Last night I could barely breathe while I slept even though I had NyQuilled myself. Its a damn good thing Ben got me some DayQuil yesterday, because I don't think I would have survived today without it. I felt pretty bad when I got up, but it kicked in while I was studying in the library. I managed to breeze through my design class and MOST of my drawing test, but it started to wear off so I was falling asleep and gasping for air. All this time I've been guzzling water, so my throat was at its minimal pain level I suppose. I napped until about 6 and proceeded to not eat dinner since I wasn't hungry. Around that time I think I popped some more DayQuil to keep me going incase I needed to do anything. It didn't help. I kind of just made my stomach hurt a little. So I layed in bed until 9 or so, with the occasional phone call. My mom told me I should drink some herbal tea, so I called Julia and much to my luck she had some in her room, so I was on my way. As soon as I walked in the door though, the stomach ache conquered. I immediately went into the bathroom and expelled profuse amounts of bile and H2O. It was a special moment. Now I'm back in the discomfort of my own room and I shall make myself some tea. I'll hit up the doctor in the morning and hopefully fix this portion of my unhappy body.
Sunday, March 28, 2004
What is it with this body of mine?
My body seems to be very mad at me right now. I woke up today with a sore throat. Being a naturally optimistic person, I figured I just hadn't been drinking enough water so I tried to drink more. Guess what. It still hurts. I even had a cough drop or two. It almost feels the way it felt when I had mono. Luckily, I had it in the summer and the bad part only lasted about a week and a half. It honestly wouldn't totally surprise me though...I mean, I've kind of been beating myself up. I havn't worked out since before spring break. I havn't eaten as well as I COULD. I stayed up late every night this week, and I was busy busting my ass on projects and crap the whole time. I really hope I'm not too sick though. This would be a terrible time of the year for it. I have some big projects coming up and already started. My portfolio review is about a month away and I'd love to live to see if I get accepted. On top of these complications, my reproductive system seems to be rebelling against the extended dosage of hormones I give it so it will FUCKING WORK PROPERLY AND LESS PAINFULLY. Eight days ahead of schedule is not a cool thing.
Anyway, I'll stop my bitching. I just want to feel better. Can't wait to see all my girls next weekend! Oh, but my mom wants me to bring someone back with me so I have company in the car. Any takers? I think she just wants to meet the people I hang out with actually, but whatever. I'm out.
Anyway, I'll stop my bitching. I just want to feel better. Can't wait to see all my girls next weekend! Oh, but my mom wants me to bring someone back with me so I have company in the car. Any takers? I think she just wants to meet the people I hang out with actually, but whatever. I'm out.
Friday, March 26, 2004
"Laughter is the shortest distance between two people." -Victor Borge
I've been contemplating something. I'm kind of tired of this here journal but I don't want to give it up all together because its how at least a few people keep track of me. I first thought I may go the live journal route since it seems like more and more of my friends are jumping on that and posting comments without having one is kind of annoying and it doesn't get a pretty icon. I also thought maybe I could just say 'fuck it' and get my own website. Then I can put whatever on there. There won't be any limits or anything so that would be cool. The only downside to that would be the money issue. Maybe I'll wait and see if I can get some sort of income soon. Imaginary girlfriend?? teehee...
Oh and there's a new club forming people. Its going to involve watching movies in our underwear. Its a co-ed club. I've taken the initiative to pick a name for this elite organization. Nu Kappa Delta, NKD, get it? I know, I'm naughty! Who wants to join??
Oh and there's a new club forming people. Its going to involve watching movies in our underwear. Its a co-ed club. I've taken the initiative to pick a name for this elite organization. Nu Kappa Delta, NKD, get it? I know, I'm naughty! Who wants to join??
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
"Remember last time we were in Destin and we went to Pudfucker's?"
Oh Mom...yeah she really said it.
Spring Break Highlights:
-Saw baby Sophia
She's totally precious and she doesn't cry that much.
-Bathtubs
I missed them SO much, oh my gosh.
-Hooters
Who even knew they HAD wine there?
-Playing Volleyball
On the beach. With boys.
-FOOOOOOOOD
: )
-St. Patrick's Day
Bourbon Street. Need I continue?
-Jackhammers
My backyard is getting torn up so it can be re-done.
-Friends
Got to see Cassie, her mom, Jenna, Stacey, her mom, and Ricky.
Spring Break was lots of fun and if you were the recipient of a phone call on St. Patrick's Day, I'm still sorry. Although, Ben, I wish you would have saved that message. So now I'm back in action at the U of NT and I so wish I didn't have to be in class in 30 minutes. Luckily, I've got things to look foreward to. Tuesday is Julia's birthday, but we're observing it on Wednesday due to project deadlines.
Okay, so I wrote all that yesterday and never finished it, but look! I have a whole 15 minutes of free time so I suppose i could finish it now. I started reading a very cool book yesterday and today's lecture in human sexuality was interesting as well so I plan to fill you all in on those very soon. I'm about to go to my drawing class where I'll sit around for an hour while everyone else finishes their projects. Can't wait. So yeah, this week is just plain ol' busy. Tonight i have to finish making my shoes for tomorrow. Hopefully I can create something pretty that will hold me...Tomorrow the stress will be over and we can have Julia's birthday dinner with nothing on our minds. I'm not even done with Tuesday yet and I'm so ready for the weekend. AHH! I guess I can suffer through 2 more days because I believe in myself! REACH FOR THE STARS TERESA!!
Anywho, its about time I head to my favorite place, the art building. Have a fabulous day!
Spring Break Highlights:
-Saw baby Sophia
She's totally precious and she doesn't cry that much.
-Bathtubs
I missed them SO much, oh my gosh.
-Hooters
Who even knew they HAD wine there?
-Playing Volleyball
On the beach. With boys.
-FOOOOOOOOD
: )
-St. Patrick's Day
Bourbon Street. Need I continue?
-Jackhammers
My backyard is getting torn up so it can be re-done.
-Friends
Got to see Cassie, her mom, Jenna, Stacey, her mom, and Ricky.
Spring Break was lots of fun and if you were the recipient of a phone call on St. Patrick's Day, I'm still sorry. Although, Ben, I wish you would have saved that message. So now I'm back in action at the U of NT and I so wish I didn't have to be in class in 30 minutes. Luckily, I've got things to look foreward to. Tuesday is Julia's birthday, but we're observing it on Wednesday due to project deadlines.
Okay, so I wrote all that yesterday and never finished it, but look! I have a whole 15 minutes of free time so I suppose i could finish it now. I started reading a very cool book yesterday and today's lecture in human sexuality was interesting as well so I plan to fill you all in on those very soon. I'm about to go to my drawing class where I'll sit around for an hour while everyone else finishes their projects. Can't wait. So yeah, this week is just plain ol' busy. Tonight i have to finish making my shoes for tomorrow. Hopefully I can create something pretty that will hold me...Tomorrow the stress will be over and we can have Julia's birthday dinner with nothing on our minds. I'm not even done with Tuesday yet and I'm so ready for the weekend. AHH! I guess I can suffer through 2 more days because I believe in myself! REACH FOR THE STARS TERESA!!
Anywho, its about time I head to my favorite place, the art building. Have a fabulous day!
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
I've been jammin' out to old school Madonna lately...
Don't disregard the bad things people say about you, but use them to better yourself.
I may or may not be in the middle of some people sending me on multiple guilt trips. Earlier I thought I may feel better if I remembered all the good things people say about me. People always say to forget about the bad stuff and hang on to the good stuff, right? Doesn't that seem kind of ignorant though? I mean YEAH, its cool to think back on all the stuff that people have praised you for or complimented you on, but if you just look past what really bothers people about you, how do you expect to move yourself foreward? Obviously if its something petty then you don't need to worry about it, but if you're actually doing something harmful or ugly, then shouldn't you at least acknowledge it? Since thinking back on the things I've said and done, I've come to the conclusion that I don't feel too bad about most of them and the things I feel bad about are for the wring reasons, so I'm hoping the affected parties will come to realize that I won't be trying to set anything straighter than the honest truth that it already is. While that may not be what they want, I don't think it would be cool to force a false apology or make any promises I know I won't keep.
On a lighter note:
Spring break is RIGHT around the corner. I can't wait! Only 2 more useless days of class and I'm getting the hell out of this place. I havn't left Denton all semester. How did I do that? Oh well. I never thought I'd say this, but I'm totally excited about going to Katy. I get to see my parents and I'll briefly get to see friends. I'll be sure and hit up Fuji Garden and Los Cucos...maybe Wings 'n' More. Too bad I won't get to see the Stace until the 2nd weekend!! No bueno! She gets to party it up in Cancun with Ricky. I'll make it over to Sean and Marissa's to see them and lil Sophia. Then its off to Florida for 3 days and New Orleans for 2 with Julia and the 'rents. That should be cool.
So, I'm all about these next 2 design projects. The one we're starting now was made for me. We have to make shoes out of bristol board and that's so cool. Apparently thinking this project is cool is very abnormal but you know how I am with the shoes...Today I had a drawing crit and one of the things we had to turn in were some anatomical studies of facial features. My eye, lips, and ear looked a-okay. My nose however, was an entirely different story. It was such a disaster so we got to make fun of me as a group. It was fun and special to know how much I suck at some things.
The Teresa Fan Club seems to be dying down. I must have been ovulating...ha. My date with Nick went well once Julia informed me that there wasn't a scheduling conflict. Um, I don't think anybody really likes me...so bring on some fresh applicants!
Gretta Garbo and Monroe
Dietrich and DiMaggio
Marlon Brando, Jimmy Dean
On the cover of a magazine
Grace Kelly, Harlow, Jean
Picture of a beauty Queen
Gene Kelly, Fred Astaire,
Ginger Rogers, dance on air
They had style, they had grace
Rita Hayworth gave good face
Lauren, Katherine, Lana too
Bette Davis, WE LOVE YOU
Ladies with an attitude
Fellas that were in the mood
Don't just stand there
Let's get to it
Strike a pose
There's nothin' to it
Vogue
I may or may not be in the middle of some people sending me on multiple guilt trips. Earlier I thought I may feel better if I remembered all the good things people say about me. People always say to forget about the bad stuff and hang on to the good stuff, right? Doesn't that seem kind of ignorant though? I mean YEAH, its cool to think back on all the stuff that people have praised you for or complimented you on, but if you just look past what really bothers people about you, how do you expect to move yourself foreward? Obviously if its something petty then you don't need to worry about it, but if you're actually doing something harmful or ugly, then shouldn't you at least acknowledge it? Since thinking back on the things I've said and done, I've come to the conclusion that I don't feel too bad about most of them and the things I feel bad about are for the wring reasons, so I'm hoping the affected parties will come to realize that I won't be trying to set anything straighter than the honest truth that it already is. While that may not be what they want, I don't think it would be cool to force a false apology or make any promises I know I won't keep.
On a lighter note:
Spring break is RIGHT around the corner. I can't wait! Only 2 more useless days of class and I'm getting the hell out of this place. I havn't left Denton all semester. How did I do that? Oh well. I never thought I'd say this, but I'm totally excited about going to Katy. I get to see my parents and I'll briefly get to see friends. I'll be sure and hit up Fuji Garden and Los Cucos...maybe Wings 'n' More. Too bad I won't get to see the Stace until the 2nd weekend!! No bueno! She gets to party it up in Cancun with Ricky. I'll make it over to Sean and Marissa's to see them and lil Sophia. Then its off to Florida for 3 days and New Orleans for 2 with Julia and the 'rents. That should be cool.
So, I'm all about these next 2 design projects. The one we're starting now was made for me. We have to make shoes out of bristol board and that's so cool. Apparently thinking this project is cool is very abnormal but you know how I am with the shoes...Today I had a drawing crit and one of the things we had to turn in were some anatomical studies of facial features. My eye, lips, and ear looked a-okay. My nose however, was an entirely different story. It was such a disaster so we got to make fun of me as a group. It was fun and special to know how much I suck at some things.
The Teresa Fan Club seems to be dying down. I must have been ovulating...ha. My date with Nick went well once Julia informed me that there wasn't a scheduling conflict. Um, I don't think anybody really likes me...so bring on some fresh applicants!
Gretta Garbo and Monroe
Dietrich and DiMaggio
Marlon Brando, Jimmy Dean
On the cover of a magazine
Grace Kelly, Harlow, Jean
Picture of a beauty Queen
Gene Kelly, Fred Astaire,
Ginger Rogers, dance on air
They had style, they had grace
Rita Hayworth gave good face
Lauren, Katherine, Lana too
Bette Davis, WE LOVE YOU
Ladies with an attitude
Fellas that were in the mood
Don't just stand there
Let's get to it
Strike a pose
There's nothin' to it
Vogue
